this life is bunk

Well today has kinda sucked so far my child is sick i have a man who doesnt do very much and I dont know what to do I sit around with no job  getting no chances to suceed in life maybe sometimes i think I just should have stayed High never had these issues before but I cannot think that way i was a bad person back then i just wish that I could get support and told Im loved once in a while i love my family very much but stressful when your the bread winner and not appreciated for it wow sure am venting now aint I glad i have this blog i know that it will get better life is what you make it hard to believe because i sure have tried my best i guess i just have to keep that faith and know that I Am a good person and can do alot of good in my life! and help others too but frutrated today but that is all! IN YOUTH WE LEARN IN AGE WE UNDERSTAND  I think anyways peace