2011 and what will it bring

Im so upset that I have tried my hardest with going to sachool getting my education and getting nothing in return they say patience is a virtue but its taking its toll on me not to mention the people on my back i just wish that this past could be forgotten and to be given a chance i had a great time with NIck & Joshua this x mas i couldnt have asked for a better time I just need to get out of my rut and get on with things and try harder it could be worse i guess but i have some couple good friends and great daughter and familly so I am blessed for that but in my field from things i hear i dont know if I would be able to change anything or just get burned out in the field but as long as i keep the faith and stay strong I will achieve my dreams thank you you know who you are for always being there for me you are truly my bestfriend love ya peace out for now